Friday 29 April 2011

two is better than one?wonder

many peoples like to ask me


"u got boyfriend?"
"no la." (smile)
"impossible ba??!!" (with a shock face)


ladies and gentleman,tuan-tuan dan puan puan,you're so funny la, i answered your question already,then you give me the respond like this..=..=


in fact,it's true
not no people chase,but no suitable
not look high,but there is no feeling
maybe sometimes want to love,no longer let myself be lonely,
hope there's someone sayang me,but don't have the people,and i do not want to casually love
I'm not looking for a prince, 
just for someone who treats me like a princess.

Thursday 28 April 2011

genting view

arghhhh!!!!!!


actually I'm still consider wanna go for the 2 days 1 night camp or not~It's so scary man!!!!
this is a ghost place!-GENTING VIEW!!!


every time go there for camp sure will have many ghost story to hear...


toilet,car park,hall,2 people become 3 people....


oh gosh!!!kill me please...=((


i like to watch scary movie but i don't hope that it will happen on me!And this coming camp only have me one girl,so who can accompany me to bath wo....><


my dear friends,thx you guys' ghost story la!!!
the lobby of the resort(so scary)
the car park(they said wanna do some section at there,OH NO !!!)

Tuesday 26 April 2011

拥有

有些失去是注定的,有些缘分是永远不会有结果的。
爱一个人不一定就能拥有,可、就是抹不去你在我心中留下的点点滴滴。
原来我不是你那颗糖,所以渗透不进你的心里;
原来你不是我那杯茶,所以融化不了我的感情。

Saturday 23 April 2011

IMY

i thought i can forget
somehow,i miss you again~
how are you?

Wednesday 20 April 2011

mY haiR stoRy

suddenly ass itchy and think wanna blog about my hair,and found that i'm so 'fan jian' xD




sohem short hair during secondary sch ><
after form 5 graduate @@
when i'm study in college-straight hair
my curly hair xD
half short hair
current hairstyle, love this so much~<3

what's next??hmm,boyhair???wanna try try...hehe~

Saturday 16 April 2011

友达以上,恋人未满

   如果有一天,你走进我心里,你会哭,因为里面装满的都是你,
  如果有一天,我走近你心里,我会哭,因为里面找不到我的身影。


终于,终于,告一段落了。
我没有不开心,也没有特别心痛的感觉,真的,你不需要去猜测。。 
在你还没讯息我之前,我早已把‘它’忘得七七八八了。
但也好,你讯息告诉了我你的感觉,让我觉得,这件事并不会影响我们的友情。。=)


在每个人的人生里,总会有很多过客,
也感谢你,为我的人生添上了一个小插曲。。


女孩,幸福没有的勉强,
是你的,你放他走了,他还是会回来
不是你的,你绑得了他的人,也绑不住他的。。。

Monday 11 April 2011

他,走了

原本告诉自己要考完试才上网,但一直温习功课,就一直都想到‘他’。

2011年4月7号,凌晨4点多,‘他’,走了。。。。外公,走了。。。。

认识了差不多二十年的外公走了。。

原本妈告诉我“girl啊,考完试就回家看外公,外公最近都很不舒服,而且还进医院了。” 当时的我还心想,快快考完试,熬过了就可以回去看外公了,但没想到,才考第二科就收到弟弟的讯息说‘阿公走了’。当时我真的不懂该如何,整个人就看着电话呆了。

从第二天的‘打斋’到最后一天的‘安位’,心情一直都很沉重,根本没心情拿起书来读。

平时都不太爱和外公说话的弟弟告诉我 “我真的接收不到外公的离去,太突然了” 

平时都很嘴硬的舅舅在那几天简直和‘泪人’没什么两样。

大家对着外公的棺木喊“阿爸,阿公,阿爷,您安心上路"的那一个画面,真地看了都觉得很心痛心酸!!  

但很搞不清楚的是,丧礼是一个很严肃的仪式,为何那些三姑六婆来‘坐夜’好像来巴刹买菜聚会一样,对死者与死者家属一点也不尊重!


脑里想到很多东西来写,但,根本是以言语无法表达得出。

只想说,外公,您安息,安心上路吧~


    如果这世界上每个人都可以在同一天死,不需要受尽生死离别,那该多好。



Monday 4 April 2011

pRay haRd!!!

Oh damn!!Just get a bad news! My grandpa just admitted hospital.Hope he'll be alright!!!He still want to see his granddaughter's full moon.The big family still need a elder to support,so GOD bless!!I still wanna go back visit him when i finish my final exam,so grandpa,u must be strong!!!


                                               Close my eyes and PRAY


Tommorow is my 1st paper for my final exam.Feel damn stress because i got a worst result last sem,so this sem must chase back everything and i wanna graduate on this september!If this sem all PASS,i will do something crazy.LOL!I hope I really can do it. 
DO MY BEST,NO EXCUSE!

Sunday 3 April 2011

YOU and m3

'who are you?'
"I'm xxx,your love's one a"
'who o?
"xxx,your Darling'


Darling,is a word that I used to call my boyfriend. But when u told me that,make me really ,argh...............@@but it's sweet <3


"why u don't want choose gold,why choose orange?"
'coz gold won't last long geh only for one day,orange last very long'


Orange,the secret between us.


BURLESQUE,the movie i really hope that can watch with you,but...................................BIG SIGH!!


Sseriously,i really can't catch your mind!or just maybe i think too much between us?or we're really just 'FRIEND'??i don't know! What i asked u through msn is real,but i din't get any conclusion from you! I enjoy every moment when chit chat with you,very simple,but sweet for me. But your attitude really make me speechless, I hate people treat me sometimes warm n sometimes cold,it's so disgusting!But i still so 'fan jian', still wanna find you.><


"I love the three things in this world,the sun of them day,the moon of the night,and you forever",the love quote i most like from you.


         If there's another chance for me,i will hug u tightly and will never let you go.I miss your perfume too,
                                                        
Lucky by glee,the song you intro to me.